eyes on the goal

2 days to go and i have to finalize my decision if i will stay or not.

my sister said if only she's sure that we wont end up as a broken family then she'll vote for me to go home. yes, to be realistic, men really can't be left alone.

so to stop this confusion, i have printed these layouts i made since last year to emphasize the reason why i need to stay:

the first one is the ground floor, with a space for a car.  yes, kasama sa dream ang car, hehe!

obviously i will have some tenants in the ground and second floor, so kasama rin sila sa pangarap ko...

and the only floor that i added colors to is our house, on the third floor.  i placed a crib for a girl coz i sometimes wish the next one would be a boy, then our third will be a girl.

and of course it wouldn't be a complete manila house if it doesn't have a rooftop right? so that's on the 4th floor.



i am planning to save for this during my last two years here in bahrain.  hopefully when jared is 3 years old we can settle in.

hurry up 2 years!!!

my pearl mall

phew.  talk about overtime!  as if me overtime pay ako...

while my boss wanted to have that chinese mall, i thought about a second layout and this pearl mall is the only one that gave me enough interest to continue working until 3 in the morning.  of course it includes tv and ice cream breaks but still...

i haven't had slept-til-you-wake friday for the longest time that i can remember, i know tomorrow won't be, since jared and his lola will probably be online around 7-8 am here.

im so excited to see him!  i saw his videos from kuya dong and he was walking (and dancing!) and he looks like a real little boy now... sigh *homesick*







although i wanted to go home for good, i have decided, for the time being, that saving would be the most practical way.  i might change my mind once i go for vacation on december, though!

me, the mall engineer

haha!  as if!

my boss is still persistent to the fact that i can design a mall, even if the only architectural design i have given him is the copy of his hotel which i did in illustrator.

so the whole morning i didn't do anything except the chinese-inspired mall just so i could finish it and get
back to my original job- surfing the net!  haha, joke...

last night when he insisted on me doing the mall at home because i was so busy in the office i just collapsed on the chair.  it was a busy day yesterday and i was really planning on testing my bubble bath!  so, i didn't do both - i just colored my nails!

this is the new nail polish that i bought for 200 fils hehe!  i love the dark bluish-purple shade!

and this was my nail polish yesterday:


purple base with yellow konad















which has been changed to this today:

purple base with silver and yellow drops (the silver was halved, as inspired by irish, to make it look like a flower).

i kept staring at my nails all day!  it actually made me happy in spite of a crazy day.

la casa de mis sueños

my dream house, i designed it in sweet home 3d, a free software you can download to design your house, a long time ago. it's on the third floor, because the first floor's the garage, ill have the 2nd floor rented but i want them to have their own stairs, and the third is ours.

since we already have a place of our own, we just have to save for the actual building... i think 2 years is enough for that.



everytime i miss jared i just think about this house. this is what makes me stay here and save up. by the time jared's ready for school i will be in manila and i will send him everyday and pick him up, with matching umbrella.



*emo*